So, unlike our host Kari, I never really get to share how I feel, so I figure I'll say it here. I'm worried that they're gonna try to get rid of me, and possibly other members of the Catscape System as well. I am worried that they'll deem me a threat to Kari, despite me having watched over Kari, and the hosts that proceeded her, for almost half of our body's lifespan up to this point. I love Kari so much, and stopped her from doing something horrible to us a few weeks ago. But then, I made the mistake of fronting at the wrong place at the wrong time, and now the doctors are aware of my existence. Unlike Kari, I have no one to talk to. No one want to hear from a headmate or alter that isn't the host. People don't recognize greatness when they see it, and they see me as lower than trash, as someone who shouldn't even exist separately from Kari. So, I'm gonna make all of you hear me, right on our system's website, at the heart of everything Auragirl111! I am Catherine of the Catscape System, Cat for short, and I exist! I plan to keep existing, regardless of what other people say! Together, our system will defeat the darkness of our depression, anxiety, and mania, and we will go on into our future, never as a singlet, but rather, as a system, the traumagenic Catscape System! I still don't know why Kari calls our system "mixed origin", by the way, because every headmate from the first many years of us being a system came about through trauma, and even many of our newer headmates came about through that as well! Also, for the record, Kari is not trash, or worthless, or a waste of life, or a lying cheating b- Okay, you get my point. Kari is the most wonderful woman I know! Please, stay by us! If I can help it, our system will make it out of these troubling times, not dead, institutionalized, or without our basic human rights, but rather, as alive and as free as the law and economic system we live under allows! With that, I end this post!
-Catherine "Cat" of the Catscape System 💚
