Catherine's Thoughts (9/3/26)

So, unlike our host Kari, I never really get to share how I feel, so I figure I'll say it here. I'm worried that they're gonna try to get rid of me, and possibly other members of the Catscape System as well. I am worried that they'll deem me a threat to Kari, despite me having watched over Kari, and the hosts that proceeded her, for almost half of our body's lifespan up to this point. I love Kari so much, and stopped her from doing something horrible to us a few weeks ago. But then, I made the mistake of fronting at the wrong place at the wrong time, and now the doctors are aware of my existence. Unlike Kari, I have no one to talk to. No one want to hear from a headmate or alter that isn't the host. People don't recognize greatness when they see it, and they see me as lower than trash, as someone who shouldn't even exist separately from Kari. So, I'm gonna make all of you hear me, right on our system's website, at the heart of everything Auragirl111! I am Catherine of the Catscape System, Cat for short, and I exist! I plan to keep existing, regardless of what other people say! Together, our system will defeat the darkness of our depression, anxiety, and mania, and we will go on into our future, never as a singlet, but rather, as a system, the traumagenic Catscape System! I still don't know why Kari calls our system "mixed origin", by the way, because every headmate from the first many years of us being a system came about through trauma, and even many of our newer headmates came about through that as well! Also, for the record, Kari is not trash, or worthless, or a waste of life, or a lying cheating b- Okay, you get my point. Kari is the most wonderful woman I know! Please, stay by us! If I can help it, our system will make it out of these troubling times, not dead, institutionalized, or without our basic human rights, but rather, as alive and as free as the law and economic system we live under allows! With that, I end this post!

-Catherine "Cat" of the Catscape System 💚

The Catscape System's Original Thoughtform

This may seem like a bit of a change of pace, but today, I feel like explaining some lesser known system information, regarding the birth of our headmate, Sapphire, or Saphy for short!

The birth of Sapphire was in no way a "lewd" act, as some might portray it to be. For starters, that's not how headmates are born, there's a lot more to it than that.

Sapphire was indeed created by Cat and Kari (Zoey), and was created with, as Cat described it, willpower, the bond of their love, and incredible effort. She also tells me that after Sapphire was born, she and Kari had to nurture her for two weeks before she was able to communicate with other headmates or front.

This makes Sapphire a thoughtform headmate, and one of the only ones of her kind in the system, and also the only thoughtform in the system that isn't also factive or fictive.

For those not familiar with system terminology, a thoughtform is a headmate that was created willingly. Some also call these types of headmates "parogenes" or "tulpas".

Regardless of what term you prefer, it cements Sapphire's uniqueness within the Catscape System, where most other headmates are walk-ins that came into existence through splits, often unintentional.

Remember that those of us here in the Catscape System are accepting of all systems, not just traumagenic ones! Our system itself is mixed origin, even if the first few splits were traumagenic in nature! 

Also, I just learned that there's a term for headmates like me that were born out of night dreams! That term would be somtive! So, I'm a somtive, a dream world girl!

That ends this post! Please let me know if you like seeing system related blog posts like this!

-Marie of the Catscape System

Update (06/17/24)

 This is a small update to let you know that my headmates, specifically, Sunela, Yeoz, Panda, Gagagia, Crys, Blue, Magi, and Little Zoey have made it so me, Cat, Mari, and Yolo can no longer use our Twitter, and have taken that account over. Zezapion, Alice, Sapphire, Noipazez, Mani, and Quartz are still allowed on there. This does not affect either of my websites, or any social media that's not the Catscape System Twitter, for that matter. That is all.

-Zoey Baugher (The Auragirl111)

Update to the Catscape System Twitter Account

 Hello, I am Sunela, core of the Catscape System and Zoey's headmate. After recent horrible online behavior on Zoey's part, we, as a system of twelve different headmates have voted to remove her access to our system's Twitter account, rendering her unable to use that platform. Zoey (💖) has been added to the list of headmates who are not allowed to use our account, a list that previously included only our headmates Yolo (💵) and Blue (💙).

The list of headmates permitted to use our Twitter account now are as follows: Sunela (💛), Cat (💚), Yeoz (❤️‍🔥), Mari (🧡), Sapphire (🌊), Quartz (⭐), Zezapion (🌈), Crys (💎), Mani (😺). 

This is all you need to know. Zoey is still allowed to post on other websites, including this blog, but she will no longer be able to access our Twitter. That is all.

You can find our system's Twitter here.

-Sunela, core of the Catscape System