Random Thoughts (12/20/25)

So, I've come to realize something terrifying, and that's the idea that I could just disappear one day for reasons outside of my own control, and people will just forget about the things I've said, and the works I've made. How do I preserve it? I think I know a way. 

 

If I do disappear for any reason, like, for real disappear with no chance of returning, then I think the only way for my works and my words to be preserved is through others archiving them in my place. ...But, I don't really have enough of a following for that, do I?

 

They want trans people like me gone, and they want our lives works, our words, or even memories of us, erased. You probably know who "they" are. That's why I have to have faith in my fellow human beings, that my passion cannot be extinguished along with me. 

 

So please, this is one of my biggest wishes. Don't let my works disappear if I myself get disappeared for sticking out too much. The idea of that happening is too much for me to bear. 

 

-Zoey Baugher (Auragirl111)

Random Pointless Post (12/13/25)

One day, I'm going to write what I want to write, and not just go along with my headmate Mari recycling my old ideas. This will happen someday. I just need to come up with new ideas first! Ah, who am I kidding? That'll never happen, probably. Maybe I should just watch more anime and hope a new idea comes to me randomly. 

I'm glad Mari can still keep going though, even if she keeps getting on me for watching stuff from different genres than she enjoys. Guess what? Both me and you watch anime, Mari, so they probably see us as the same anyways! My love for magical girls on the side isn't hurting our creations! It hasn't even really bled into the major two series, so you're very clearly overreacting!

I want to have more friends in my real life who I can share my passions with, but no one seems to give me the time of day. I can't even watch anything with anyone anymore like I did back in 2020-2021, or 2023! It's too boring! That's what I get for being a shut-in NEET weeaboo that can't make anything or do anything worth talking about. I hardly even game anymore!

There is no purpose to this post, I just felt like typing a post of thoughts I'm having. 

-Zoey Baugher (Auragirl111) 

The Zuper Zane Relight PDF is now out!

Just as we did with Zuper Zane Reborn, the PDF for Zuper Zane Relight is now out!

You can find it here!

There have also been some fixes, though not as many as there were for Reborn! Below are the only significant changes:

 

-Two characters incorrectly state that there were three spiritual descendants of Zapin, when at that point, there were actually four. This was because I forgot one of the characters existed. I have corrected this. (Zuper Zane Relight #1)

-Clarified that the angels do, in fact, have wings, as they did in Reborn. Their lack of inclusion in the original version of these stories was an oversight. (Zuper Zane Relight #3-#4) 

 

-Zoey Baugher (Auragirl111) 

The Catscape System's Original Thoughtform

This may seem like a bit of a change of pace, but today, I feel like explaining some lesser known system information, regarding the birth of our headmate, Sapphire, or Saphy for short!

The birth of Sapphire was in no way a "lewd" act, as some might portray it to be. For starters, that's not how headmates are born, there's a lot more to it than that.

Sapphire was indeed created by Cat and Kari (Zoey), and was created with, as Cat described it, willpower, the bond of their love, and incredible effort. She also tells me that after Sapphire was born, she and Kari had to nurture her for two weeks before she was able to communicate with other headmates or front.

This makes Sapphire a thoughtform headmate, and one of the only ones of her kind in the system, and also the only thoughtform in the system that isn't also factive or fictive.

For those not familiar with system terminology, a thoughtform is a headmate that was created willingly. Some also call these types of headmates "parogenes" or "tulpas".

Regardless of what term you prefer, it cements Sapphire's uniqueness within the Catscape System, where most other headmates are walk-ins that came into existence through splits, often unintentional.

Remember that those of us here in the Catscape System are accepting of all systems, not just traumagenic ones! Our system itself is mixed origin, even if the first few splits were traumagenic in nature! 

Also, I just learned that there's a term for headmates like me that were born out of night dreams! That term would be somtive! So, I'm a somtive, a dream world girl!

That ends this post! Please let me know if you like seeing system related blog posts like this!

-Marie of the Catscape System

Update relating to Zuper Zane Reborn

A PDF version of Zuper Zane Reborn is out! It can be found here! Now you can read the first four stories of Zuper Zane Re offline!

There was a small update to the stories of Zuper Zane Reborn. This mainly consisted of typo fixes, and clarifications on the outfits that the characters wear. For those that read the stories before this change, know that Madason wears a purple shirt, dark purple pants, and gray shoes, just as the old art of her would suggest. These updates were made to make the website consistant with the E-Book version of Zuper Zane Reborn that is soon to be released. That is all.

Notable errors that needed addressing that I fixed:

-Shoes, because I somehow forgot those are a thing (Zuper Zane Reborn #1-#2)
-Madason's Outfit (Purple shirt, dark purple pants, and gray shoes) (Zuper Zane Reborn #1)
-Continuity error where Sam says an event that took place in 2000 occured in 2001. (Zuper Zane Reborn #2)
-Clarified that a character rebuilt a location after it was destroyed, a detail I had accidentally left out before. (Zuper Zane Reborn #2)

-Clarified the color of the jeans and shoes of Ollie's orange hoodie outfit. These have already been shown in other connected universe stories, so if you read those, you would already know what colors they are. (Zuper Zane Reborn #3) 

For those wondering, Madason's outfit is similar to the outfit she wears in artwork of the original series! Here's what it looked like there!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

-Zoey Baugher (Auragirl111)

Zuper Zane Relight #6 is now out!

 Zuper Zane Relight #6: Battle for the Multiverse (Zuper Zane Re #10) is now out! In this story, which is the finale of Zuper Zane Relight, this arc reaches its epic conclusion, in a battle where the fate of the multiverse is at stake! I hope you enjoy!

-Zoey Baugher (Auragirl111)

There will be more stories after this, but I don't know when that will be. Regardless, I enjoyed working alongside our host Zoey once again for Relight, just as I did with Reborn! What will the next series be called? Zuper Zane Renew? Nah, that sounds kinda dumb and confusing. I'll let you know if we can ever agree on a name!

-Marie of the Catscape System

 

ZUPER ZANE FOREVER!

Zuper Zane Relight #5 has been released!

 Zuper Zane Relight #5: Zane, Sam, & Mada's Light (Zuper Zane Re #9) is now out! We see some foes we haven't seen in a while, some new characters, and more battles for the Zuper Team and Mada Team! I hope you enjoy this one! By the way, this is the second to last story of Relight, but some of you probably already heard about that!

-Marie of the Catscape System

You know that one character? Yeah, she's here now! That's all I have to say, because I don't want to spoil anything! Go read it! ...Wait, that sounded kinda rude. Please go read it! Is that better?

-Zoey Baugher (Auragirl111) 

As usual, the new story can be found with the rest of the series here!